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"Better That We Break"

I never knew perfection til

I heard you speak, and now it kills me

Just to hear you say the simple things

Now waking up is hard to do

And sleeping is impossible too

Everything is reminding me of you

What can I do?

It’s not right, not OK

Say the words that you say

Maybe we’re better off this way?

I’m not fine, I’m in pain

It’s harder everyday

Maybe we’re better off this way?

It’s better that we break…

A fool to let you slip away

I chase you just to hear you say

You’re scared and that you think that I’m insane

The city look so nice from here

Pity I can’t see it clearly

While you’re standing there, it disappears

It disappears

It’s not right, not OK

Say the word it should say

Maybe we’re better off this way?

I’m not fine, I’m in pain

It’s harder everyday

Maybe we’re better off this way?

It’s better that we break

Saw you sitting all alone

You’re fragile and you’re cold, but that’s all right

Life these days is getting rough

They’ve knocked you down and beat you up

But it’s just a rollercoaster anyway, yeah

It’s not right, not OK

Say the words that you say

Maybe we’re better off this way?

I’m not fine, I’m in pain

It’s harder everyday

Maybe we’re better off this way?

I’m not fine, not OK

Say the words that you say

Maybe we’re better off this way?

I’m not fine, I’m in pain

It’s harder everyday

Maybe we’re better off this way?

It’s better that we break, baby

"All We'd Ever Need"

Boy it's been all this time

And I can't get you off my mind

And nobody knows it but me

I stare at your photograph

Still sleep in the shirt you left

And nobody knows it but me

Everyday I wipe my tears away

So many nights I've prayed for you to say

[Chorus]

I should've been chasing you

I should've been trying to prove

That you were all that mattered to me

I should've said all the things that I kept inside of me

And maybe I could've made you believe

That what we had was all we'd ever need

My friends think I'm moving on

But the truth is I'm not that strong

And nobody knows it but me

And I've kept all the words you said

In a box underneath my bed

And nobody knows it but me

But if you're happy I'll get through somehow

But the truth is that I've been screaming out

[Chorus]

I should've been chasing you

I should've been trying to prove

That you were all that mattered to me

I should've said all the things that I kept inside of me

And maybe I could've made you believe

That what we had was all we'd ever need

I should've been chasing you

You should've been trying to prove

That you were all that mattered to me

Oh you should've said all the things

That I kept inside of me

And maybe you could've made me believe

That what we had girl

Oh that what we had, what we had

It was all we'd ever need

It was all we'd ever need

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you are the one that i wanted all the time.
you are the one who understand me at all.
the one who listen when i'm really mad.
the one who can make my day.
the one who can make me smile.
the one that i really can't live without.
you're the strongest that i know
you're undeniable perfect
you're complete every single emptiness
you are my savior, my strongest and also my weakness.
i really mean it.
someone who attend before i sleep
someone who lives in my dreams
i love you

uu

yes i'm fragile, vulnerable, unexpectedly be, but im only human. i have something called feelings. i'm not a doll that you can play with. im me. it's me. i know sounds strange if i come back to the past then absolutely mad at you. it's been so long but i still have a big regret y'know. you made me, you broke me what the hell was in ur mind? yes i was a kid. little kiddo with no knowledge about wth we called that. u said u heart me but you did hurt me. you did leave me. as easy how we spell abc u come and gone? really? oh come on. if you were not meant that i meant of all this time just do not ever make a thing like that to anyone else. im done. you done. dont ever call me back. sorry