awesome

you know when you are sad just be awesome cause you are incredible :)
be who you are cause only one person that same like you rite? ;)

unspoken

hey boy,
i dont know where i should start talking about you. yeah i just decided to letting you go but this feeling just taking control -_- i want you. really. i mean it. i want you so much as i could love you. it's hard to say no. hard to refuse. but there's always no way for us :") lemme falling in love again give me that chance. just make me happy with your smile, how you laugh, how you use that voice to talk to me. yeah i dont expect more than that. cause i know, im the only one who feels this sh*t :)


im sorry boy,
im sorry to think about you too much
sorry for being rude because of un-important jealousy
sorry for expect too much
sorry for waiting you
sorry for being unkind
sorry for missing you
sorry for loving you
sorry for much care
sorry for cant help it
sorry for not brave enough to start everything
sorry for all those pain that i feel alone
sorry for wishing you too much
everything just my fault ok? dont be feel guilty, k? oh yeah you're not even there and you're not really care :)


thanks!
thanks for being cute and sweet
thanks for the "-_-"
thanks for ruin my day
thanks for the way how you make my day after you ruin my day
thanks for making me laugh
thanks for appear in my dreams
thanks for the recent updates
thanks for the way you call my name
thanks for being care a little
thanks for that eyes
thanks for that attitude
thanks for that ride
thanks for that smell
thanks for that simply way you do that make me smile
thanks for make me falling in love again
thanks for everything :')


you know sometimes things better left unspoken. keep loving, much hearts and much hugs :) ({}) <3
-sfr-

lnly

my friend said i need someone who cares about me.
yea i feel a little lonely. at school i met many people then we laughed together but thats all. i dont have one person that understand me at all. one person who will listening at me. one person who will stand up for me. one person that always by my side. i already have one kind like that, i love her so much. but the distance....so far away.
i need someone that i could share everything, someone near.. not just playing together but when i tell my stories they're just seem it like "having fun"

He Was

I know there is no way for us. I saw how his face turned like -_- then :D when I called her name. I know I need much time to make him understand, need so much patience. But please we can still be friend. He was starring at me but I got nothing to do. His eye I dunno I didn't understand. Sometimes he just showed that he cared about me but I knew that was nothing :) he was smiling at me and looking at me in the eye but he always do the same thing to another. He was yelling at me! I never love the way he yell. But everything just going fine. He was so annoying but I liked it when me and him started to joke around. I love the way he laugh. When he tired he was took a place that lonely from anyone else then playing his phone or just quite or sleeping. I don't know what is going on when he start to be alone with himself. I always thought that he was angry or something but he was totally fine! My friend said that I'm fallin with someone who has autism. Sometimes things just happened without our plan rite? Maybe he was not that person that I should meet right now. Maybe me and him need another chance to prepare all the things. Hey boy goodluck for you, and goodluck for me too. Im sorry for all the things I didn't mean to hurt you. I know it is just too much but I just want to clear my mind and soul. Thanks for make me in love again. Thanks for everything. I heart you. "if she is happy, I'm happy either. Just that simple way" -Autumn In Paris

you

you, behind your back, i felt something uncontrolled feelings.
you got that attitude that i always adore
you got that smell that i love
you got that eyes that i love to see
you got that skin that i love to touch
i dont know
you are not my first
i've been falling i've been burned i've been hurt before
i hate you so much
you make me feel some ridiculous feeling again that i always afraid to feel for a long time
you are a jerk!
i dont know watching you laughed with someone just made me thought "how could you"
no, im not jealous. of course not.
i miss our scenes when you got me like this
i miss your voice when you talked to me
sometimes you just turn into my world with your light
and then go away leave me in darkness with no reasons
my hand shaking right now when writing this 
i talk about you dude
how could you make me blaming my self
i realized that im fallin in a rush
i hate this feeling

signing book raditya dika

hello, kemaren tanggal 8 januari 2012 gue pergi ke pim udah niat banget lah ya mau nonton talkshow radityadika dan sampe akhirnya terwujud biarpun si abang datengnya telat dan menurut gue signing book kali ini gak seru cyiiin soalnya cuma dia dateng tandatangan foto terus udah.... YAUDAH..... YAUDAHHHH...YAUDAAAAAH.... dia gak pake ngomong apa-apa kaya waktu pertama gue dateng :(
oke tapi karena ada shara jd so far so good deh. tp shara nya bete gitu gara-gara nunggu radit nya.
ohiya here it is

segini dulu ya ceritanya byebye :*

happy new year

hallo udah lama ya gak nulis blog..
ok kita udah masuk ke tahun 2012 dan gosip-gosip tentang 2012 muncul gitu aja dan meluas, gak usah dipikirin lah guys kita masih punya Tuhan kan :)
terus masuk di 2012 ini sebenernya ada bete nya ada baiknya ada serunya
pertama betenya karena kita harus ninggalin kenangan di 2011 dan keep moving on
baiknya adalah di tahun yg baru semoga ada peluang-peluang baru yang menunggu kita, contoh ya yg pensiun tahun ini berarti banyak orang yg punya kesempatan buat dapat pekerjaan :D
serunya kita bisa nikmatin tahun yg baru dengan semangat yg baru dan harus banget jadi pribadi yg lebih baik lagi

LET'S ROCK 2012 *\☺/*