all alone

you know the feeling that you just dont know what to do?
you know that everything is changed and you just can doing nothing
you know when you start to speak but just silence out from your lips
you know when you want to scream but all you've got is smile
you know when all the things that you did can't get enough for everything
you know when you smile deep inside you just wanna cry
you know when you really want to cry but there is no one to hold your tears up
you know when you really need a hug but there's no one there understands
you know when all the things that you said became so more useless
you know the heart broken need some new heart to fix
you know the feeling when you really need a help but you don't know whats wrong
you know when you really tired of this damn life but you still holding on
you know when everything disappears slowly but you cant keep them
you know when you are lost you don't know how to get back
you know when you really wanna free but you just cant let go
you know when you wanna see but that's all black
you know what you feel but can't tell even to yourself
you know all these feeling..
all these breaking mind and soul
i don't know what lives bring
i don't know how to hold on for something i don't really understand about
i'm lost in a world of strangers
i'm alone with no one to trust
i'm desperately need someone who could take away my fear and sorrow, who the one will bring me back to the light