He Was

I know there is no way for us. I saw how his face turned like -_- then :D when I called her name. I know I need much time to make him understand, need so much patience. But please we can still be friend. He was starring at me but I got nothing to do. His eye I dunno I didn't understand. Sometimes he just showed that he cared about me but I knew that was nothing :) he was smiling at me and looking at me in the eye but he always do the same thing to another. He was yelling at me! I never love the way he yell. But everything just going fine. He was so annoying but I liked it when me and him started to joke around. I love the way he laugh. When he tired he was took a place that lonely from anyone else then playing his phone or just quite or sleeping. I don't know what is going on when he start to be alone with himself. I always thought that he was angry or something but he was totally fine! My friend said that I'm fallin with someone who has autism. Sometimes things just happened without our plan rite? Maybe he was not that person that I should meet right now. Maybe me and him need another chance to prepare all the things. Hey boy goodluck for you, and goodluck for me too. Im sorry for all the things I didn't mean to hurt you. I know it is just too much but I just want to clear my mind and soul. Thanks for make me in love again. Thanks for everything. I heart you. "if she is happy, I'm happy either. Just that simple way" -Autumn In Paris