unspoken

hey boy,
i dont know where i should start talking about you. yeah i just decided to letting you go but this feeling just taking control -_- i want you. really. i mean it. i want you so much as i could love you. it's hard to say no. hard to refuse. but there's always no way for us :") lemme falling in love again give me that chance. just make me happy with your smile, how you laugh, how you use that voice to talk to me. yeah i dont expect more than that. cause i know, im the only one who feels this sh*t :)


im sorry boy,
im sorry to think about you too much
sorry for being rude because of un-important jealousy
sorry for expect too much
sorry for waiting you
sorry for being unkind
sorry for missing you
sorry for loving you
sorry for much care
sorry for cant help it
sorry for not brave enough to start everything
sorry for all those pain that i feel alone
sorry for wishing you too much
everything just my fault ok? dont be feel guilty, k? oh yeah you're not even there and you're not really care :)


thanks!
thanks for being cute and sweet
thanks for the "-_-"
thanks for ruin my day
thanks for the way how you make my day after you ruin my day
thanks for making me laugh
thanks for appear in my dreams
thanks for the recent updates
thanks for the way you call my name
thanks for being care a little
thanks for that eyes
thanks for that attitude
thanks for that ride
thanks for that smell
thanks for that simply way you do that make me smile
thanks for make me falling in love again
thanks for everything :')


you know sometimes things better left unspoken. keep loving, much hearts and much hugs :) ({}) <3
-sfr-