him again

i sat behind you again few days ago. i tried to make a conversation but you were noddin your head. you smile with your right face. you told me your favorite food. you made my day after i was lost my mood because of you. but in the end i lost it again. i told you i wanna go to australia then you changed ur name with australia's flag. sweet. we were discussing about something about you and i just can't control myself. i asked her name, and your straighten face still did same. no changed. i wondered and felt guilty. but you were doing fine. last day, i was mad. uncontrolled. i was yelling at you, i was mad at you. and you just left me for make me better. i dont know. that was like that or you just tired and go and yelling behind my back. i'm jealous with everything you did with "someone" why you never gave me that chance. i promise i'll do better. i want you so badly, and this feeling just getting harder and stronger. if you can't, tell me how can i free. set me free. lemme fly away. but how?